Friday, November 30, 2012

Zimbabwe: Land of my Heart

Two months ago, I was able to take a much deserved and overdue break (3 weeks leave) from my rather hectic job. I didn’t have very concrete plans on what I was going to do during my leave. Much of my plan was to do a bit of pottering around my garden in anticipation of the early summer rains, spend time visiting friends, and just generally chilling. It was not part of my plan (or budget) to spend 3 weeks in Zimbabwe. As with earlier in the year; my parents asked me to “step-in” and accompany my mom to Zim to attend to some pressing matters. Since I didn’t really have a plan for my time off; I acquiesced, and embarked on yet another monumental road-trip to the motherland (I drove from Beitbridge to Rusape in one day, some 850kms)

My hesitation in going to Zim a second time in one year  was more to do with the fact that our visits there seemed to be of a “hit & run” nature where the program is so jam packed you hardly have a moment to breathe! When I was there this past January we spent 8 out of 9 days in the car, and I was the designated driver; hardly the kind of stuff to look forward to when you need to just relax, and generally zone-out.  But having agreed to go, I prayed that I would be able to relax, and enjoy being there. God is faithful. Being in Zim was EXACTLY what I needed. It was Awesome!

We left Zimbabwe when I was 11yrs old, a lifetime ago it seems. For the longest time, (some 5 or 6 yrs) I used to resent my parents for tearing me away from friends, and not being close enough to enjoy the “life” that many of them seemed to be enjoying. It was only when I was in Matric that I began to embrace the decision my parents had made for our family by moving to Swaziland. Though I have been out of Zim for almost 20years, it truly holds a special place in my heart. I used to remember crying real tears every time we’d leave to come back to Swaziland after a Christmas holiday (or something) and thinking “it’s not fair”.  Anyone who is from Zim (and visits regularly) will tell you that many things have changed since 2000 and some of the change is heart breaking. What I found encouraging on this visit was that although there is plenty of evidence of the devastation caused by the economic meltdown (most evident in the agricultural sector); there is also a very tangible spirit of resilience and determination among the populace.

My trip this time allowed me to see parts of Zim that I have never seen before. My mom remembered that you can drive directly from Chivhu to Rusape (where my granny lives) via Murmabinda, and come out in Nyazura, the former Tobacco-rich farming community close to Rusape. It’s amazing that on this rather long stretch of road (250kms) time seemed to have stood still. There were vast expanses of land stretching as far as the eye could see. The eerie granite outcrops and kopjies were magnificent. As we were driving my mom was telling me that this area of Zim is rich in natural minerals and precious stones (including diamonds). The road was in excellent condition (mainly because there’s not much heavy traffic), one of the last infrastructure projects of the late 90’s before things went pear-shaped. One of my great-uncles actually worked on the road during the construction of the 12 major bridges which traverse major rivers like the Rusape; Odzi and Save. It was truly refreshing to be in different scenery (as opposed to the usual Harare/Beitbridge road) and a great opportunity to gain a history lesson. The vastness and beauty of Zimbabwe was evident all around me.  (see map: https://maps.google.co.za/maps?hl=en&tab=wl )

 
One of the trips I took alone was to Chinhoyi, west of Harare to visit my Uncle and Aunt who I had last seen back in 2007 during a family reunion function. This was going to be an adventure as I was going to be confronted with the public transport system in Zim. My cousin had warned me that the best thing to do was get a kombi from town (Harare downtown), as I would be guaranteed transport. Instead I decided to chance it and wait at a busy “bus-stop” on Lomagundi road near Westgate shopping centre. My parents’ home is in that part of Harare so it made sense. I had to learn quickly that transport in Zim is a novelty. The bus-stop was full, and all the kombis which were coming by were full. It became apparent that that the thing to do was stop a “lift” and hitch a ride with complete strangers or else be one of 8 or 9 passengers hitching a ride in a “gonyet” (18 Wheeler Long Distance truck). Neither of the options particularly appealed to me, so I decided to be patient and wait for kombi, all the while silently praying that one would come along. Eventually after more than an hour my prayers were answered, and I was on my way. The last time I had been on this stretch of road was when we were returning from a family trip to Kariba back in ’96. My memory was of many farms, flourishing with maize crops, and cattle. 16 yrs later, the scenery revealed something bleaker; vast tracts of once productive land lying fallow; farming compounds long-deserted. I later found out that the few farms which are operational in that area either belong to really powerful politicians or were hawked off to the Chinese. I have to admit that this trip did evoke a sense of sadness and despair of what has been lost in the last 12 or so years.
 

Back in Harare after a few days out of town, I was able to make contact with some old friends from my University days, one of whom I had last seen in 2007. These phenomenal young women are both entrepreneurs, tenaciously pursuing their dreams of a new and better Zimbabwe. Spending time in Harare (barring the power-cuts, water interruptions, lack of streetlights and potholed roads) you really get the sense of a progressive African metropolis. I spent some time right in the heart of Harare and the energy there is contagious. It seems everyone is busy doing something. Zimbabweans are resourceful, enterprising people and there’s no other place where this is more evident than in Harare. I used to go for early morning jogs in our neighbourhood and I marvelled at the degree of new developments coming up (commercial; residential). The city is alive with activity. Both of the friends who I visited shared the same sentiment that this where they believe that their dreams will materialise. Having lived and studied outside the country both returned to start building their business empires. One owns a successful chain of pre-schools which is now growing into a primary school.  The other is partners with her mom in the retail of sportswear and gear, the go-to-people regarding anything to do with sports. I was privileged to be in their company, and gain insight into a different (more affluent) aspect of life in Zimbabwe. The lesson I gained was that the general sentiment is “let’s get on with the business of living”. We enjoyed a jazz concert featuring Ladysmith Black Mambazo; nights out at the latest eateries; enjoying an intimate dinner-party at home.

When it came time to leave, I genuinely felt that the time had been too short! I could have enjoyed another week or two. I enjoyed reconnecting with people, and just being in Zim: drinking copious amounts of “Cherry Plum” and Mazoe Orange, savouring a “Green Giant” Ice Cream; eating maputi (my cousin and i scored a whole bale of the road which was still intact) and indulging in many other simple pleasures that evoked the Zimbabwe of my childhood. The Zimbabwe that is so intrinsically knit within my being, the one i carry in my heart.  When I returned to Swaziland, I realised that my break was exactly what I needed, a total refreshing of mind, body and soul.

I’ve already lined up my next visit for March 2013 – can’t wait
 
Heart icon. Flag of Zimbabwe

 

 

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Settling in for the Long Haul...


Yho! 2012 is just about done, and what a whirlwind year it has been.
The majority of my blogs have been a true reflection of the struggles I have faced this year. Whilst I haven’t listed each problem individually, they have all worked together in stretching the limits of my spiritual, emotional and mental capacities. Yes, as we say in Shona “Ndakaona & ndichirikuona moto” ; translated  "I saw and I’m still seeing flames". The flames of the test as it were.  The one encouragement I have drawn on is what James writes in James 1: 2 – 4 “2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect work that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing” (NKJV). I’ve experienced tremendous lows this past year, mainly because I had the perspective and attitude that surely things can’t get any worse; and surely this is not what life is meant to be; it can’t be this hard? Can it? And ofcourse when things have turned out for the worst on occassion i began to wonder "What happened to victory? Plain sailing? Happy Days?"

Yesterday, I read a quote by Joyce Meyer that said “Victory is not the absence of problems; it’s the presence of God’s Power”.  Such a simple truth. As I was mulling this over, I realised that yeah, on the surface 2012 is probably one of those years that I should file under “Years to Forget”; but in as much as I would like to forget a lot of what this year has brought along my way, it has also been a hallmark year, worthy of celebration. For the first time in my life I can truly say, “Yes I believe in miracles” as I have witnessed God’s miraculous provision - Financially, Spiritually, Emotionally etc at every turn. I can celebrate and say “Yes, His word is alive” because I have come to know the experience of His word at work in my life. I’ve come to learn that when I pray “Lord enlarge my territory” He will stretch my boundaries so that I am able to accommodate more capacity. Whilst it will mean some degree of “pain”, it will also usher in tremendous growth; and truthfully there is no growth without pain.  
I love Acts 17:26 – 28. God knew that I would be exactly where I am in 2012. This job, in this company, in this nation at this very time/season. He pre-appointed the boundaries of my dwelling. He knew what I would be facing in every area of my life, and He made the provision of Grace and wisdom for me to bear up in each circumstance, situation so that as I testify; all glory would belong to Him. God is good!

As the year winds up, I am grateful that 2012 has been all that it has been and then some! I am grateful that I have seen some storms, as treacherous and challenging as some of them have been. I am grateful that these storms have taught me to lift my eyes heavenward (Psalm 121). I grateful that this season of testing is producing perseverance and patience within me. It’s determining and fashioning my convictions. It is proving my faith, proving my mettle. I am grateful that though at times I have sown in tears, I know that the harvest of joy will surely come my way.

5 weeks left to go, and I know that I was born for such a time as this! So, I’m going to settle into this season in my life (even though i don't know how long it will be), because I know that “this too shall pass” because “ Blessed is she who believed, for there will be a fulfilment of those things which were told her from the Lord.”(Luke 1:45)